It scares me. I don't know what's going to happen. Although I'm a little (maybe just a tiny bit) excited about it. To know what driving to places on my own feels like, to be independent. But dear God, help me. It's sometimes scary to know I'm going to be all alone out there. No one to make decisions for me, no one to give me guidelines. Just little ol' me out there soon.
Speaking about soon, my results are coming out in march. And I am freaking out. All the 'what ifs' questions are starting to pop up in my mind every once in awhile. What's next? Being an adult is sure a scary thing. I wish I can stay in this period of time forever.
These are the times that make me realize, Life isn't a fairytale. It isn't like what you see on television where when the going gets tough something or someone magically turns everything around, saves the day and ends with 'happily ever after'. Really, its not even close to that.
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